Thursday, August 4, 2011

the tangled web we unknowingly weave

So I promised Hawaii pictures and updates and just general fabulousness of my life to be expelled here frequently.

I am liar.

Its 12:39a on a school night. And instead of working like I told myself I would do, I am now blogging because working is the last thing I want to do right now.
Thank sweet baby Jesus (in his Tuxedo shirt) for calling me and telling me Katy Perry said "TGIF".

I celebrated my 27th birthday this Saturday. And to put words so eloquently, it was a life changing experience. I have now found myself in the most peculiar situation I have EVER faced. Which only leads me to reflect from a year ago and think "how the heck did I get here?".

We (and by "we" I really mean "me") always have this short term goal/life plan or even just false hope that our lives are going in the direction that WE want it to go. But alas, flash forward 365 days and we see that is simply never going to be the case. We can fight it all day long by keeping busy, ignoring the signs and basically brushing the days under the rug. Works if you're just looking for a quick fix. But a piece of mind is something achieved only after a years reflection, I found. And its usually found too late.

Miley Cirus once told me that "its about the CLIMB" and I'm starting to believe she's right. I trusted her when she told me there was a Party In the USA, and I had one of the best nights of my life.


At TAVERN for Dinner with a lot of my favorite people
Tecate, is the gift I took home from San Diego in March. I love it
THANK YOU to those who called/texted me to tell me how much I mean to them. Its refreshing and a constant reminder that I am better off than I deserve.

I received Friday + Saturday: Flowers, 4 bottles of Champagne, birthday cards (shout to Herndon for most original), RayBans, Homemade Brownies, free lunch, and an abundance of love. (I'm certain I'm forgetting something)


I'm confident that I've found myself in this moment for a reason. And as much as Im trying to fight it, I'm not sure that I can anymore. I apologize for being so cryptic, but I'm in awe of where I'm at in my life right now.

Happy Birthday to Me. In so many ways:




27 is the year it makes sense.


2 comments:

  1. In the short 4 months and 5 days I've been 27... I got married, started my first salary job, and learned to play video poker. It's all sex drugs and rock and roll from this point on girlfriend.

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